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these gifsets are gonna have me giving s8-10 another try I swear
#it's not that I didn't like him. he's wonderful#I really Wanted to like it. especially w/ bill because the dynamic is so cute!#but the writing of that era. just doesn't do it for me. it didn't for eleven either#I don't know why I thought my taste would change when it's still the same m.offat behaviour#< his sense was obscured by a hot man#but I dunno maybe I'll like it this time#< his sense is obscured by a hot man
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greek man save me......... save me mad scientist save me
#dr ratio#hsr dr ratio#honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#artists on tumblr#if you see the mistakes no you don't sigh#i dunno. had fun rendering this one#getting better at rendering i think maybe#last piece of 2023 and first piece of 2024 man startin' off with a bang#i enjoyed this process but i think i am learning that i need to practice the art of doodling because this took so many hours#i can't do THIS much every time i wanna make a finished piece lol i'll go insane#but for now i like how this turned out :)
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#fletchinder#now THIS is an angry guy. they got a big beak and now they're going to stare at you menacingly about it#you better be nice to them. look how grumpy they are#hmph!#kind of an underappreciated pokémon tbqh. route one shitmon‚ sure‚ but i think it's cute and looks cool at least#a fucking! fire bird! that isn't ho-oh or moltres. just a Normal fire bird. love this thing#hi i just edited the talonflame tags to acknowledge 2024 and now i'm here in the fletchinder tags to acknowledge new years eve#i mentioned in the talonflame tags how i'm Considering doing something for new years but that i may end up not doing anything#and ultimately i guess we'll see. it depends on what i end up doing outside the blog whether i end up having the time (or energy) for#like a new year stream or something. i would likely just end up using my own personal twitch account instead of making an ffp one#in case i never end up. using it again#I DUNNO i'll probably just keep talking about maybe doing something until the end of time and never end up doing anything
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it's looking like a restless night for me once again and i can't lie at least half of that is the fault of me thinking too hard about how memory worlds work
#larry time#since starting to write FTBC ive been GRIPPED by the idea of like#an au where yana goes into a memory world to try and resolve his regrets wrt how kiru was treated when they were younger#but in the end he realizes that like. its just a memory he can't Fix it so all he can do is come to terms with what happened#because for how much i like to write them as being at each other's throats they do love each other very much. there's a lot that only they >#know and understand about each other.#and yana i think retroactively has a lot of regrets about like 'i would've helped her then' but he was a kid himself! and he didn't know!!!#and he doesn't quite understand that kiru doesn't blame him for that or for anything#shes just happy that he doesn't turn his nose up at her like the others on that side of the family#sorry guys they make me wanna chew batteries. maybe I'll draw some stuff for this au i dunno#BUT PAST THAT i wonder how different memory worlds Look for each person#like do they all glitch like karamatsus? or do they have different looks based on each persons sensibilities#so much to wonder about and it literally doesn't matter at all my god. im in too deep
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One of my favorite things that happened during my last mage Hawke playthrough was during the final battle against Meredith. Everything's going well. We're kicking her ass, she's got just this much health left, we're so close... but then everyone gets stunned dizzy.
Hawke is stumbling around all confused, seeing stars. The rest of his companions are stunned. I'm annoyed because I just want to end this fight. Don't know how or who did it, probably Meredith, but the situation's dire.
Meredith's standing by herself at the center of the Gallows, shouting nonsense and smugly believing the Maker's going to come down and make her his new bride after she murdered a bunch of innocent people.
Truly, this is the part of the story where Varric says they all thought hope was lost, that in the end, Meredith would pull a fast one on us and claim victory...
Until the REAL hero of dragon age 2 comes storming at her. I don't know why Carver was the only one to not be affected, but he literally jumped out of no where and just started bashing Meredith with his sword while everyone else was too dizzy to do anything until she was dead and the cutscene played.
"Hawke defeated Meredith-" LIES, VARRIC. I know the truth! I was there! Hawke didn't do shit! Carver Hawke was the main character all along! He got shit done and Varric gave Hawke all the credit!
I bring this up because last night I finished my warrior Hawke run and when we got to the fight with Meredith, I kind of hoped the same thing would happen where Bethany dashed in all heroic and got the killing blow on Meredith.
She did not.
She got squished by a statue.
But it's fine, Bethany Hawke was the true main character in my heart.
#da2#dragon age 2#carver hawke#bethany hawke#da2 hawke#varric tethras#da2 meredith#listen i have so much love for the hawke twins they are the main characters in my heart like yes fine hawke you're there too#but THE TWINS aaaaaaaauughghghghhhhhh#seriously though i'll never forget being annoyed that ed was bumbling around and then watching carver be the only one unaffected#and he's the only one beating meredith and tbh i was cheering him on yes baby brother get her show her how you do it back in fereldan#honestly doesn't it figure though? carver would be the one to deliver the final blow and then be completely overshadowed#because varric has such a hard on for hawke BUT I KNOW THE TRUTH#and it's the same with bethany like this entire run i was so invested in her and i wanted her to set meredith on fire#though this time the fight was actually super easy because i was way more prepared and at a higher level so hawke never got stunned?#i dunno but i wasn't keeping track of bethany during the battle and somehow she did die once... but it's fine she got better#siiiiiigh.... do you know how much i want a playthrough with just the twins? so badly like listen hawke you're neat#but maybe this time you could let the ogre eat you instead? just this once? i love both of my hawkes but the twins??#hawke twins hawke twins haWKE TWINS HAWKE TWINS#i guess i have to settle for au crafting and fanfic...
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Lil Samuses doodle!!! Love the Super Metroid design..........
#conjoined#two heads#two headed#Metroid#samus aran#tbh I should be less afraid of posting lil doodles too#I doodle a lot but never post because I dunno. Perceived Quality Floor#But some artists I'm crazy about post sketches or doodles all the time and I like those#So maybe if I'm not planning on making a big piece out of them#I'll post things like these more often too!!
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If I could get better at website coding stuff I would love to make a neocities site that's just like, bitty sightings. Like I'll make a couple to get it going but I would love for other peope to be able to submit pictures of bitties in real places like we're documenting a rare species or something
#UTDR#Charlie Stuff#Maybe next time I have a week off I'll try this#If I remember (very low odds)#Maybe it could have like a rescue/rehoming kind of vibe#I dunno I just really like the idea of a big collaborative thing and bitties are fun#And if people can't or don't want to draw on photos we could accept like artist impressions#If anybody else wants to take a crack at this feel free!#With how much I hate trying to understand coding it'll take a long time for me to ever do it lol#Need to find out tomorrow when I'm off next
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Velvet: Hmm, I need to make sure that Eleanor isn't being a damn snitch for the Abbey. Fine, since I need to keep an eye on her at all times, there's no choice. I need to bathe with her. Magilou: Uh. You don't. I can probably- Velvet, already taking a towel and picking scented candles: No choice.
#tales of berseria#Velvet may be the first character who's attraction to MEN is the uncertain subtle thing#like you have things like /oh she might have had a crush on Artorious once upon a time/ and#/wow she sure likes looking at Rokuro training with his shirt off. wonder why that is./#but with girls the game is like /oh she and niko for sure nearly had a thing going on/#/Velvet sees no issue getting into a bath with Eleanor and/or Magilou/ and /YOU SWORE TO SERVE ME UNTIL YOU DIE/ which is. yeah.#which honestly yeah makes sense. Velvet the bi character who thinks /guys too?? maybe??? i dunno after revenge maybe i'll think about it/
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I think i should go back to drawing comics
#its not even that i dont want to or that i dont have the jokes for them#and they consistently get way better engagement than my usual stuff#but i dunno#its weird because every time i feel like if it doesnt do well thats two days wasted#and i know its not and i shouldnt feel that way but#something about comics specifically gets me#also i had some ideas in mind for a year lmao so it feels stale and boring but it ISNT its just ME whos known the punchline for six months#kawa rambles#i'll try maybe this weekend. got one that only needs coloring#would be a good way to get back into it
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Vs. DJ Subatomic Supernova Heaven Studio Mix (v 0.1)
So, I remade my original Vs. DJSS mix in Heaven Studio. Actually, I've been sitting on this for a while, but tumblr just didn't want to upload the video for whatever reason.
Since HS doesn't have every game from this mix in it yet, I had to do some substitutions. Of note, Sick Beats was replaced mostly by Fireworks and Launch Party and I had to change the last game, but the original "joke" is still intact.
I didn't do too much with the visuals (except the very last part), and the skill star is messed up, so I'm not going to release the playable version until I get all that fixed. I'd really like there to be some cleaner transitions between games, and maybe even do some custom graphics. We'll see if either happens.
#gbunny edits#rhythm heaven#heaven studio#custom rhythm heaven remix#custom remix#no straight roads#nsr#vs. dj subatomic supernova#is it time? is sammy gonna have to finally learn how to use discord?#because i dunno where else to put my mixes except the heaven studio discord so maybe#but i'll get around to that when i actually make the mix look nice#i really just wanted to show y'all that i got it done#i dunno how many other of the nsr mixes i'm gonna remake though#almost every other mix highly depends on games that aren't in the studio yet#and can't be easily replaced to maintain the original themes#like i can't remake vs. 10/10 without any robot games#that was basically the whole gimmick of that mix#and every mix had something like that#i only did djss because almost every game from it was in the studio#and the one that wasn't (sick beats) wasn't *super* thematic to begin with and could be replaced with similarly paced games#although since the only backdrop available for rhythm rally is the cake it's a lot less apparent why that's a big part of the mix#unless you're already familiar with rhythm heaven#and know about cosmic rally
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#vent cw#negative cw#ferre said something i hope it was dumb ( ooc. )#i too sometimes wonder if my rp days are coming to an end....#or at least just switch over to writing with only friends#like of course i still love rp#and i truly DO....miss the days when being on my dash excited me#and i didn't feel guilty#like i KNOW i said that i am ridiculously slow and i assume?? that my current writing partners understand that#but i dunno....i guess i just feel like when i do pop in here#it doesn't really matter#kinda like....i'm just another person to get replies from/on dash and that's it#and that's on me.....like yeah i'm ridiculously slow with ooc messages and with replies so ppl are going to move on; i'm not blaming anyone#rn my job and rl is so busy/stressful now...most times when i look at my keyboard to write i get sleepy and i can't write#and i can't help but feel like i'm bothering ppl when i reply to their threads or if i messaged them with ideas bc of how infrequently i ca#be on here#the exception being ppl who i know are just as slow as me (u know who u are)#something tells me that maybe more renovations might be needed or i just need to make new dynamics or i need to find new partners#or maybe even just drop muses/threads/dynamics.....#or even just moving blogs again to clear up space#but i don't think that will work so no moving#i also know that i have...i have a very specific vibe i go for in my dynamics and it's not....it's not everyone's cup of tea#i can't help but also wonder if i'm just being too precious with my muses like#i can't always throw them into any plot or give them spontaneous ships- i wonder if i'm just being too inflexible here ://#and they're on the older side and i don't want to have them constantly in say caretaker roles#i know i'm venting i'm sorry :/#if anyone has advice on just....starting up again#that would be nice....i am also aware that this has become a vent post so feel free to ignore this too#i will...have more time to rest soon so i'll try to get to at least ooc messages
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I may have spent more money than I made at Regionals.
#Emile's Arts#Koro-Sensei#Proship Selfship#Proselfship#I will be opening regular commissions soon to pay for my Giant Son#If anyone is interested just stick around I'll get a post up. Eventually.#Casually draws Koro-Sensei cosplaying Volo#I was actually going to have him cosplay Cynthia but no. I think he'd like Volo#I never played that game but he has the Vibe of a Koro-Sensei fave#I bought this Pichu and was immediately stopped by this girl at one of the tables 'Congrats on the Giant Pichu'#To which I held him above my head and half yelled 'BEEG BABIE'#And then we said the word Gay at eachother back and forth maybe six times (I was wearing my home made rainbow shoes)#So yeah. Good times. I had a great time at Regionals#Like unironically it may have been the most fun thing I've ever gone to#That may have to do more with Regulation H than anything else though#It feels SO much like watching a real in-universe Pokemon battle#Sense there's no legendaries#Just Yanmega VS Klefkei and stuff like than#I had an amazing time I dunno when the next Pokemon event I'll be able to go to will be#But thank y'all who commissioned me for helping me afford to go to this one!#More commissions coming soon!
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#simipour#the principal‚ i think? the principal of the school in psmd#i dunno why i'm doubting myself on this. i think that's the case. psmd is literally my favorite game of all time#honestly i need to fucking. replay all the pmd games and reevaluate that. clearly it's been a while considering how much my memory is#faltering on this. i imagine if i replayed them all again nowadays i'd end up liking gti the most or something#ugh. yeah. i'll replay them all eventually. my memory is really crumbling at this point. it's been years#hell‚ maybe i'll do it on stream. that's like one of the only ways i can keep myself accountable to actually beat games
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a little art trade with @luc1a-th3-m11x3! hope you like how it turned out!
man i have too much fun when i use lots of color 😅
#such a cute little design! every time i see them i think how cute they'd be as a plushie hehe#honorary scrungly! gonna make a little squeaky toy noise every time you squeeze them.#my art#art trade#on an unrelated note. i've got this pastel kinda rainbow colors cloth ribbon i bought months ago and i still dunno what to do with it.#i'm like. i think i was gonna plan to do some plush-making stuff with it. but i haven't made anything plushy in a while.#gotta get motivated enough. maybe i'll make a little eyhm plush or something soon.
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My sister is getting married on Saturday, and like, I'm glad and all, but I also dread it because. More or less 150 people, something like a third or a half of it being complete strangers (the groom's side), and the rest being family I haven't seen or talked to since... depends, goes from 2 years to something like 10 years? And I'll have to interact with most of them? Yayyyy...
Also the whole day is supposed to be very "chill and without fuss" but really all I hear makes it sound like it's going to be a total mess (if you don't want any headache on D-day you have to do some planning sis, whether you like it or not).
Also also. August weather. That's it.
#c'est la vie cuicui#dunno maybe I'll have a lovely time catching up with cousins or something#but right now I feel like I'm going to be miserable the whole day
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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